Saturday 26 April 2008

tak baik mengeluh!

betul la kata org..
saat² terakhir nk membina masjid ni mmg sgt banyak cubaan..
air mata setakat nak penuhkan tujuh tempayan pun selamba jer aku penuhkan.....

sabar je yg menjadi peneman..kalau bukan kerana sabar, entah meletup..entah terputus..entahlaaa..tak sanggup nak tulis!!
kalau bukan aku yg mencari pasal, pasal yg dtg carik aku tak pasal²..

org itu ini...entah dr mana timbulnye jadi pelakon tambahan dalam cerita yang aku dan die tgh nk draf nih...
wahai "org itu ini"...nyahla korang... aku tak perlukan korang dalam cerita aku ni..

hurmmm...curiga jgn kata....melimpah² macam banjir kat segamat hari tuh...
rasa tak percaya, rase tak selamat, rase tak yakin, takut, bimbang, risau semua ada...
hati aku ni dah gaya mesin bancuh simen....
makin lama makin berat dek lekatan sisa² simen...kalau tak cuci cepat²..mau breakdown aku nih..

dah down pun sebenarnya...~sigh~

Tuesday 15 April 2008

pukul 4 pagi..

LAgu yg dah Basi..tp aku suke cam nk mati jer!!

4 am in the morning- Gwen Stefani
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here in the darkwatching you sleep, it hurts a lot
And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything
and nothing less,cuz you know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the mornin and the tears are pouring
And I want make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come we do it right
All I wanted was to know i'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more
And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything
and nothing less,cuz you know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I amI’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the mornin and the tears are pouring
And I want make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come we do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love for me
We can’t escape the love
Give me everything that you have
And all I know is you’ve got to give me everythingand nothing less,
cuz you know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the mornin and the tears are pouring
And I want make it worth the fightWhat have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come we do it right