Thursday 26 July 2007

Hurt!!!

All I need to do is be strong!!...make myself bz...and ignore the pain...its not easy..but it worth trying!!!

I should focus more on something that doesnt give me more chances of getting heart-attack.yesss.. all these thinkings will give me heart attack..in just a matter of minutes!!! I'm not putting the blame on anyone..its me...pikir byk sgt mende remeh temeh...

I'm sick of late nite cries...that caused my eyes bubbled up like a balloon the next day...life is hard...and i never knew that being happy is not easy anymore!!

and saper kate sakit gigi tuh sakit, i went thru this sakit gigi...and i survived (pop up some painkillers..and boom..back to the happy mode)...but this sakit hati.. i dont know wether i can stand it any longer!!! maybe this is the so-called silent killer..and its killing me!!! slowly and painfully!!!

Monday 23 July 2007

Built -in Lie-Detector

Frens keep saying that they can read me like a book.. I am a little too predictable.. I dont take that as a compliment.. I'm not a book.. and i dont want to be one!!

I blush when i want to lie... and that's not cute...its everything but cute!! I want to be good at lying...well..i know damn well that lying is not good n sinful.. but i want to be good at it..bcos at times, we need to lie ( ampunkan aku YA ALLAH)..but maybe my skin is too thin, or the blood veins are too near to the surface...so i blush when i breath my first word...ppl are supposed to be good at lying..eventhough they dont want to be a lie expert.. and my very own face is my very own built-in lie-detector..huh..~sigh~

I'm sick of " Ahh..come onlaa Era..aku bukannye kenal ko setahun dua..aku dah kenal kenal ko lama..tak payah la nak bohong aku" or "hah..bohongla tuh"(my fiance always says this)..I hate that!!!

Urghhhhh...

Current Listenings

Love Story (Where Do I Begin) ~ Beethoven

Where do I begin
To tell the story of how great a love can be
The sweet love story that is older than the sea
The simple truth about the love she brings to me
Where do I start

With her first hello
She gave new meaning to this empty world of mine
There?d never be another love, another time
She came into my life and made the living fine
She fills my heart

She fills my heart with very special things
With angels? songs , with wild imaginings
She fills my soul with so much love
That anywhere I go I?m never lonely
With her around, who could be lonely
I reach for her hand-it?s always there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers now but this much I can say
I know I?ll need her till the stars all burn away
And she?ll be there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers now but this much I can say
I know I?ll need her till the stars all burn away
And she?ll be there

huhu...sayu giler..tp aku tak reti nak linkkan lagunye..boleh ker kat sini ekk?
Ade lagi satu..lagu Hindustan lakonan Ajay Devgan, Kajol & Mahima Chaudhry..

Dil Kya Kare- film Dil Kya Kare

Jaadu sa chhane laga
Paagal banaane laga
kuchh yaad aane laga
Kuchh bhool jaane laga
Kya na kare kya kare
Ye dil kya kare
Kya na kare kya kare
Ye dil kya kare

Deewana paagal sa dil
Aankhon ke kaajal sa dil
Lehraate aanchal sa dil
Zulfon ke baadal sa dil
Tarse na ye barse na ye
Ye dil kya kare
Ye dil kya kare

Jaadu sa chhane laga
Paagal banaane laga
kuchh yaad aane laga
Kuchh bhool jaane laga
Kya na kare kya kare
Ye dil kya kare
Kya na kare kya kare
Ye dil kya kare

Tumse chura lein tumhein
Sabse chhupa lein tumhein
Jaan se laga lein tumhein
Apna bana lein tumhein
Main betaab hoon tu bechein hai
Ye dil kya kare
Ye dil kya kare

Saturday 21 July 2007

Its Blurry!!!

Alaaa...contact lense aku dah tak cukup power..pandangan mata pun kabur jer..penin kepale..nak beli lain, ada lagi 1 pair yg belum pakai...rugi...rugi..!!!

Friday 13 July 2007

SENYUM!! KAK LONG NOK AMBIK GAMBOR NIH!!!

bila seorg budak berumur 2 tahun dipakse senyum untuk diambil gambornyer...inilah yg terjadi!!!


senyum yg kadang2 sangat ikhlas....




ikhlassss nihhh

agak ikhlas jugaklaaa

dan kadang² nampak sangat tak ikhlasnyer...




Hahahhahaha..lawakle plak!!! i Misssssssssssss u!!

Signing out with loving smile!!!

PJJ

PJJ stands for Perhubungan Jarak Jauh...jarak tu pulak bergantung pada tuan punye pemikiran..ada yang kata jarak yang jauh bak Perlis dengan Johor Bahru...
ade yang fikir Seri Kembangan dengan Kajang pun jauh...(tak boleh nak menempel 28 jam sehari tuh kira jauh la gamaknya)..

So setakat ini PJJ aku berjalan dengan agak baik..eventhough sumtimes it makes me feel like 'urgggggggggggghhhhhhhh'...when handphone is the only road to him you have...communications seem hard...we tend to interpret the SMSs wrongly...baca salah nada laaa...salah taip laaa..ini laaa..itu laaa..pastuh..end up gaduh!! tak best langsung...

aku dahlah kaki jeles.. u know, the name "green-eyed-monster" was invented for me...kaki jeles nak mampus....kate kuar makan dgn kawan pun aku dah pikir macam2...but i keep that to myself...takmaula die kata aku ni kaki ngontrol...so sebagai salah seorang ahli kelab PJJ, aku simpulkan do sini important things nak menten the relationship..

1) Honesty - ini plg penting tahap gaban..without this...hancusss
2) Trust - this one goes hand in hand with No.1 - but do keep 1% to yourself..so ada ubat when things turn out the way you dont want it to be...
3) Ape lagi ekkk? Sabar..ye sabar.... - yang ni pun adalah penting...tak sabar nanti boleh jadik macam² ...tak telepon sehari, dah ajak gaduh..sbb tak sabar..so sabar
4) Cemburu - ya itu perlu....up to the right level....(that goes to you writer)
5) Creative - we need this to spice things up...so takdelah relationships tu sejuk kerana jarak... keep the warmth of the love wherever you go...so SPICE UP!!! Surprise..surprise!!!

Hurmmm..nanti aku tambah lg..mana tahu kalau malam ni tgh tido aku terpikir...

****Alamak takde nice quotes laaa..sbb dah lama tak bace buku..so signing out sheeeeeeeeepishly